I've been listening to the album Chants of India by Ravi Shankar a lot lately. It's really relaxing and really good music. Not only that, but I will soon be the proud owner of Kal Ho Naa Ho on DVD. Lucas found a copy of it on ebay for TEN DOLLARS. I watched it again on my computer last night, but it will be so nice to watch it on a television.

In other news, I'm pretty happy even though family things haven't been the best. Looking back on a lot of my journal entries and terrible poetry....man I was pretty lame. This is what happens when emotions are magnified tenfold inside your brain. Even though things seemed so hopeless before, I'm still here and that says something.

In 8th grade, I thought that life wasn't worth living and would probably suck forever. I'm glad I was too much of a wus to do anything permanent, because I wouldn't have what I have today. I have a wonderful WONDERFUL boyfriend...did I say he's wonderful? Holy SHIT he's wonderful. College is fantastic, and I'm glad I'm here. Even though I've had some hard times in the past six years, I've also had a lot of really good times and have made some great memories that I'll always treasure. I mean, hey, I'm going to be a Maid of Honor in August so I guess I'm not that bad!

It's so strange to look back at when I first joined this site and see how different things are today. I'd say that things are probably better and worse at the same time. I don't have my dog anymore, and I've lost touch with most of the people I knew from highschool...but I've really gained so much. I'm definitely WAY more confident, and I don't let people walk over me nearly as much as I did when I was in highschool. I actually believe I can accomplish things instead of just thinking that I'll automatically fail.

Okay, this entry has gotten waaaay too long. Back to my subpar artistry!